I have a bad skin condition at my foot around the ankle area since December 2015, which I suspected was triggered by a detox I was trying. It is unconfirmed though. During the same time, I had just quit smoking. The skin problem started as a small skin abrasion, itchy and slowly grew bigger within weeks.
Then by early 2016 that it became quite big and so bad that everyone in office around me asked me to see a skin specialist. The School also gave me a supplementation protocol to follow. Later on I was informed that my earth chakra was not functioning - unable to ground the toxins through the discharge points at soles of the feet and toes. And possibly caused toxins within my body to discharge through the wound instead.
I was to figure out what were my violations that impacted all 4 bodies including what caused my earth chakra to be jammed up. I had some realisation and the skin condition improved a little but it stopped there. It was because my behaviour didn't improve sincerely from the heart and I still couldn't understand how to express love from School point of expression. I was mechanically doing it. (*Violation – non compliance to the natural laws and the law of free will)
When the School shared on the allergies, causes and impact in one of the sharing sessions that we found out that my wound couldn't fully heal because I was lactose intolerant who has been drinking coffee and milk everyday non-stop. I thought I was 'cured' from being lactose intolerant since I no longer purge when I drink milk. But after understanding that when we got energy, the allergy symptoms can be suppressed, making us think we are cured... but another symptom may appear elsewhere.
So, I stopped drinking coffee and milk and the skin condition healed tremendously. But after several months, it also healed to a certain stage and didn't heal further. I had to look further within to rectify my issues, i.e. non-physical issues.
It was around the same time I got the big scolding from my boss and the string of realizations happened. I noticed whenever I realised my mistakes and repent the healing increases.
Although the wound is not yet fully healed but at least I think I now understand a few things:
1. By acknowledging mistakes/attachments and sincerely repenting releases constricted / trapped energies locked in by our mind/attachments. But, when I became aware of mistakes but still yet to change my behaviour, the wound would not heal further. It became apparent that any form of physical issue I have a lot of non-physical issues that affects my physical body.
2. Collaboration is beyond the 5 senses. Is there an intention to build versica piscis with all around? With the seen and unseen? Intention matters a lot. I presume because it is part of our consciousness? In this past two months, I realised without having the pure intention to fully respecting everything around, I couldn't see the link to this cultivation journey, I can't even glimpse the supposed state of consciousness a practitioner should have in order to exit this endless cycle and spiral of oblivion.
3. For my wound to be the toxin discharge point for more than a year, I can only imagine how much more toxicity I have not only in the physical body, but buried deeply in the higher bodies, hidden and bound by my attachments. The wound is also proof that my bodies' state and meridians are badly damaged and my inability to ground. The silver lining to this learning is that only through the change of character and behaviours as well as looking within will release my trapped negative energies. Also, faith plays a very important role. All in all, it has been a humbling experience.
Later on, I also found that that I was also really lacking of certain key minerals and vitamins that my skin condition needed in order to repair. With the high dosage of phase 2 enzyme, my liver was able to slow repair and the skin condition has further improved.
Attaching pics on the wound. WARNING: pics are quite graphic.
I have a bad skin condition at my foot around the ankle area since December 2015, which I suspected was triggered by a detox I was trying. It is unconfirmed though. During the same time, I had just quit smoking. The skin problem started as a small skin abrasion, itchy and slowly grew bigger within weeks.
Then by early 2016 that it became quite big and so bad that everyone in office around me asked me to see a skin specialist. The School also gave me a supplementation protocol to follow. Later on I was informed that my earth chakra was not functioning - unable to ground the toxins through the discharge points at soles of the feet and toes. And possibly caused toxins within my body to discharge through the wound instead.
I was to figure out what were my violations that impacted all 4 bodies including what caused my earth chakra to be jammed up. I had some realisation and the skin condition improved a little but it stopped there. It was because my behaviour didn't improve sincerely from the heart and I still couldn't understand how to express love from School point of expression. I was mechanically doing it. (*Violation – non compliance to the natural laws and the law of free will)
When the School shared on the allergies, causes and impact in one of the sharing sessions that we found out that my wound couldn't fully heal because I was lactose intolerant who has been drinking coffee and milk everyday non-stop. I thought I was 'cured' from being lactose intolerant since I no longer purge when I drink milk. But after understanding that when we got energy, the allergy symptoms can be suppressed, making us think we are cured... but another symptom may appear elsewhere.
So, I stopped drinking coffee and milk and the skin condition healed tremendously. But after several months, it also healed to a certain stage and didn't heal further. I had to look further within to rectify my issues, i.e. non-physical issues.
It was around the same time I got the big scolding from my boss and the string of realizations happened. I noticed whenever I realised my mistakes and repent the healing increases.
Although the wound is not yet fully healed but at least I think I now understand a few things:
1. By acknowledging mistakes/attachments and sincerely repenting releases constricted / trapped energies locked in by our mind/attachments. But, when I became aware of mistakes but still yet to change my behaviour, the wound would not heal further. It became apparent that any form of physical issue I have a lot of non-physical issues that affects my physical body.
2. Collaboration is beyond the 5 senses. Is there an intention to build versica piscis with all around? With the seen and unseen? Intention matters a lot. I presume because it is part of our consciousness? In this past two months, I realised without having the pure intention to fully respecting everything around, I couldn't see the link to this cultivation journey, I can't even glimpse the supposed state of consciousness a practitioner should have in order to exit this endless cycle and spiral of oblivion.
3. For my wound to be the toxin discharge point for more than a year, I can only imagine how much more toxicity I have not only in the physical body, but buried deeply in the higher bodies, hidden and bound by my attachments. The wound is also proof that my bodies' state and meridians are badly damaged and my inability to ground. The silver lining to this learning is that only through the change of character and behaviours as well as looking within will release my trapped negative energies. Also, faith plays a very important role. All in all, it has been a humbling experience.
Later on, I also found that that I was also really lacking of certain key minerals and vitamins that my skin condition needed in order to repair. With the high dosage of phase 2 enzyme, my liver was able to slow repair and the skin condition has further improved.
Attaching pics on the wound. WARNING: pics are quite graphic.
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